IN CASE YOU HAVEN"T HEARD YET, AND FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SEEN ME THE PAST WEEK, ALREADY KNOW. MY HEART IS BROKEN AS FAR AS IT CAN GO, MY MIND CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT OR ATLEAST CAN ONLY THINK ABOUT THE ONE THING, MY BODY IS STRESSED AND WHICH MEANS I LOOK LIKE CRAP.
MY HEART IS BROKEN, WHAT CAN I SAY!?
WELL, TO BEGIN, I AM NOT ENTERING ON AUGUST 17TH. MY ONE HEART'S DESIRE IS NO LONGER GOING TO HAPPEN, IT IS NOW A BROKEN DREAM. IF YOU KNOW ME WELL, AND HAVE NEVER HEARD ME STOP TALKING ABOUT MY ENTERENCE, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HURTS ME INSIDE AND OUT!
IF YOU HAVE BROUGHT IT UP TO ME IN PERSON, YOU CAN SEE THE TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES, AND THE LOOK OF SADNESS ON MY FACE AND THAT THE SPIRIT I ONCE HAD IS LONGER IN ME.
IT PAINS ME TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT GOING TO BE ENTERING NEXT MONTH AS YOU KNOW. WELL BUT GOD TOLD ME THIS....
"I TOOK YOU BY THE HAND AS YOU HAD ASKED ME TOO, TO SHOW YOU WHERE YOU BELONG IN LIFE AND WHERE I WANT YOU TO BE MY BRIDE. OF ALL PLACES ON THIS EARTH THAT I HAVE MADE FOR THEE, I TOOK YOU TO BIRMINGHAM TO A WONDERFUL NEW COMMUNITY, WHICH BY NO SURPRISE TO ME, THIS IS WHERE I WANT YOU TO BE.
HOWEVER THINGS WERE GOING JUST AS I HAD PLANNED, BUT JUST ONE MORE THING I NEEDED YOU TO DO FOR ME...I DECIDED IT WASN'T TIME FOR YOU JUST QUITE YET, HOWEVER I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL PLAN FOR YOU THIS YEAR, BUT YOU JUST DONT KNOW IT QUITE YET. JUST CONTINUE TO PUT OUR TRUST IN ME AND I WILL SHOW YOU, JUST HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO BE MINE, JUST FOLLOW THIS PATH AND FORSURE, SOON YOU WILL BE THERE, IN A YEAR OR TWO AS MINE!"
JESUS I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU!!!!!!